go for it.
GO FOR IT>
you reminded mee.
pooping is the only way i know im alive.
cause i only poop once every few days
and its not too pleasant.
a reality check.
you couldnt do it yourself,
you fail.I didn’t tell her to say any of that stuff, or to talk to you. Js. That was completely her.
it doesnt matter.
if i want to live my life the way i do thats my business. its nothing for you or anyone else to feel accomplished for.
I feel so gross and I wanna take a shower, but I don’t want it to wake me up or anything. I want to go to bed right now, but I’m kinda scared, too. I know that the morning will come that much sooner if I do.
I have to go to school at 10:30 tomorrow morning, which is cool. I don’t have first or second tomorrow, which kinda made me happy, but not really. I wish this week was over already. I’m sick of it.
I’m suppose to go out with some people on Friday. Apparently, it’s for my birthday, but I really don’t think it is since three of them I’ll be seeing the next day, so I dunno. It doesn’t make sense. I think they’re just saying that to make me go and I kinda don’t want to. I just want to be alone. I’m not good out in public anymore.
Plus, it’s Harry Potter weekend, so I kinda just wanna watch that. :|
I don’t know how I should feel about Saturday. I have a feeling something bad will happen. I wish I wasn’t having everyone over my house. I hate it when big groups of people come over. hkjerghkjewr. It always ends horribly and I’m rarely in a good mood during them. :|
i was gonna ask you before neera but i saw her first and she asked me and kind of invited herself. sort of. its okey if you dont want to. you dont have to. i just wasnt sure about saturday and i wanted to chill with you before that since i missed hanging out with you and stuff. and im awkward in public like i am everywhere else. remember aids day?!
Today, I walked into my apartment to find my boyfriend of two years screwing my lifelong best friend. I immediately burst into tears. He looked at me and told me I was being too dramatic. FML