christmasincalifornia:
I feel so gross and I wanna take a shower, but I don’t want it to wake me up or anything. I want to go to bed right now, but I’m kinda scared, too. I know that the morning will come that much sooner if I do.
I have to go to school at 10:30 tomorrow morning, which is cool. I don’t have first or second tomorrow, which kinda made me happy, but not really. I wish this week was over already. I’m sick of it.
I’m suppose to go out with some people on Friday. Apparently, it’s for my birthday, but I really don’t think it is since three of them I’ll be seeing the next day, so I dunno. It doesn’t make sense. I think they’re just saying that to make me go and I kinda don’t want to. I just want to be alone. I’m not good out in public anymore.
Plus, it’s Harry Potter weekend, so I kinda just wanna watch that. :|
I don’t know how I should feel about Saturday. I have a feeling something bad will happen. I wish I wasn’t having everyone over my house. I hate it when big groups of people come over. hkjerghkjewr. It always ends horribly and I’m rarely in a good mood during them. :|
i was gonna ask you before neera but i saw her first and she asked me and kind of invited herself. sort of. its okey if you dont want to. you dont have to. i just wasnt sure about saturday and i wanted to chill with you before that since i missed hanging out with you and stuff. and im awkward in public like i am everywhere else. remember aids day?!